The teeth!

Hello teeth!



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Something good will happen to you

xo

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{Insta.gram} Cuteness - Big Boy Stroller

Someone is sitting up in a big boy stroller!



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One Day

One day you will sleep again
One day you will bathe yourself
One day you will pick out your own PJs
One day you won’t let me tuck you in

One day you wont let me read you a book

One day you wont let me sing you a lullaby

One day you will lock your door
One day you will go to sleep on your own

One day you will  sleep in {and let me sleep in}
One day this will pass
One day I will miss all of this

And then One Day I will sleep again

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Beauty Tips a la Nicholas

Tip #1: How to Make Your Hair Nice

step 1. lick your hand

step 2. wipe it on your hair

step 3. thats how to make your hair nice

{optional}

step 4. do it on the potty.

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Happy Birthday Dan!

Last week (Sept 30th) we celebrated Dan's 33rd Birthday.
Happy Birthday babydoll!
We've celebrated 11 birthday's together
And since then YOU'VE given me the THREE best presents in the world.
I hope they are enough for you too.
That's all you get.
Well maybe some corn meal for the lawn.
But I love you.
For Eternity

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First tooth!

Actually teeth. Front bottom two. Luke's first two teeth poked through! I tried to get a pic, but he was wiggly.



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It's raining!!!!!

It's raining men, hallelulia, it's raining men.

Not really but if you knew how excited I am, you'd think it was!

Here is my gun ho dedicated gardner fertilizing in the rain!

Only 1000 more inches to get us out of the drought! Bring it, Mother Nature!





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Secrets of Abelingland - Worth Living For

I saw these words posted in my friends nursery today

I wanted to share

Nicholas, Brandon, Luke

You are Worth Living For

I love you to the moon and back....and to eternity

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My Love Affair

My Love Affair

 People ask me what #3 is like and this is what I say

I am having the most incredible love affair with Luke.

But here is the truth so its out there.  

I could not answer the question if I wanted THREE or a GIRL 

Dan and I battled over the decision  -  even deciding to postpone #3 for a while

Just when we made that decision, we found out I was pregnant again

I was devastated when I found out I was having another boy

And it was then that I knew I didn't want three

I pretended that I could deal with it and was "happy"

I wasn't

I was depressed and mad and angry

and GUILTY

I felt so gulity that I did not want this baby as much as I wanted Nicholas or Brandon

I felt guilty because a baby is a miracle

I felt guilty because some  people are not as lucky as I have been

I felt guilty because I wanted a little girl so bad, I ached inside

I felt guilty because every baby should  be wanted, by someone who couldn't wait to see him, hold him, smell him

I knew I would get there

I knew deep down inside that I would LOVE him, of course I would, and I prayed he would be healthy

I knew he would capture my heart, just like Nicholas and Brandon have

So I waited

Then May 18th came...

It wasn't until I held him that I KNEW he was exactly what I wanted and NEEDED

I just didn't know it until then

All my worries went away, all my insecurities and fears

and I fell madly deeply in love

It's true, my boys are Daddy's boys and they love me too

My heart first belonged to Nicholas and I will forever want to protect and nurture Brandon

But this is different

Maybe because I know he is the last...

Maybe because I needed him

Maybe because today I have a little love, my angel, my partner, MINE

He Loves me.

And I love our love affair

 

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